4/24/18 Love Notes

LOVE notes from my GrandDoodle

Found out GREAT NEWS yesterday ...

I AM OFFICIALLY 

BACK IN REMISSION 

AND DONE WITH CHEMO!

My numbers are low enough I don't need to do the last infusion.

I will start the parp inhibitors in about a month. pills twice a day 
for the rest of my life, until they stop working or they find a cure
...along with some anti depressants, as I am dealing with some
 emotional issues, both re: cancer and life so far... which I have
 decided to also see a shrink on the regular too.. both A LOT for me
 to face and confront..but hiding it/from it doesn't heal it either.

Focusing my warrior energy on believing/knowing that they will
 help me to have a much longer remission 
Dr. suggested closer to 2 yrs...IF...

IF I can deal with the "chemo like side affects"..that's the trade off...
 long remission/not having chemo = to feel like your doing chemo.
She said some people acclimate to the drug and the side affects
 may go away/lessen after a few months ... here's to pos. energy 
I wont be one of those battling side affects

 ...right now I am celebrating the MOment.

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No break....still work to do 

...time to get my immune system back 

and heal my body from chemo

Thank YOU everyone who has helped me

from positive healing/fighting energy to in person

..words are not enough ...but 

THANK YOU & I LOVE YOU!!